met evan for breakfast at 9am today, very 想不开。don't really know why we decided to meet too, since we didn't really talk very much about our own lives and stuff we're doing. guess we just missed each other, and needed a friendly face to brighten up a dull week.

as i grow older, i treasure old friends more. they are the ones i don't have to explain much to, the ones who don't find silences awkward. the ones who i miss occasionally, and who make a short talk much more heartwarming. they are the ones i instantly warm up to, the ones who make me feel 亲切. to grow older together, and to discover the changes in thinking and personality of each other, to me, is one of the most honoured things a friend can do.

the closest friends need not meet often, but think of each other occasionally in the heart.

missing lots of people right now...

其实，躺在你的怀抱里睡着的感觉，很舒服。仿佛找到一生的依靠，幸福了。

可是还是睡不好啦！！

wall.e was a nice show! all his expressions and the innocent way he makes friends is just so cute=) also embedded in the show was a reminder to love our planet Earth more, and not harm it by generation trash and pollution.

woke up thinking i could slack, only to check my email and realise that i've also not escaped the torturous dreaded proposal writing. blea. hopefully my fyp can finally start. one test to study for next week, and probably have to fret over design group project 2. hopefully will know how to do it, just like project 1! haha, the ecstasy of finally completing an assignment on our own =)

昨晚很开心. simple happiness. 其实昨晚并不特别，跟之前的百多个约会一样，不过吃饭看电影罢了。可是一整晚，穿着你的外套，牵着你的手，我的心就是感觉特别温暖幸福。也许是因为许久没有这样难得的机会了。难得早下课，所以侥幸地，还有戏票可买。难得我吃到我一时兴起想吃的披萨。as though the stars aligned just for us, and made everything work smoothly in our favour.

开学以来，一直处于一个很烦躁的状态。对一切都觉得很讨厌，很多作业也觉得力不从心。几乎3个星期的病更是雪上加霜。

但昨晚，内心的混乱平静了下来。或许是因为今天不用上学，暂时可以不去想这些烦人的事，做只鸵鸟。或许是因为在陌生的校园里看到了熟悉的老朋友。或许是因为昨晚你在我身边睡着的那份安宁，让我了解万事还有你。

year 4 is so depressing... lots of things to do, but either i don't have any idea how to do it, or don't have the ability to do it.

gancheong is my way of life. blea

i hate school! :( endless deadlines and tutorials that are impossible to solve!

i need to run into more lovable people in school.. :(

my something exciting didn't turn out to be exciting at all, not even a wee bit. MY HAIR IS STILL LONG! 不喜欢！ :( :( :(

played badminton yesterday with the girls, dislike the saturday crowd at the sports hall. so noisy..

been quarreling and quarreling.. don't know what's wrong with me. don't mean to, but nevertheless still say mean things, get easily upset for meaningless reasons. haiz

suddenly missed someone today. someone i never thought i'd miss. hmm.. should spend more time with him when i can. this saturday then! =)

went to see polyclinic doctor today for my ailing body. and so i decide to condemn my stupid private practice doctor le. hmph, cheat money and never make me well.

doing mad stuff tomorrow, meanwhile i'm madly watching 命中注定我爱你. life's so boring!

白天觉得自己受委屈，晚上觉得自己太过任性。

幸好我已不再意气用事，否则一定做出会后悔的事。

现在的我，很自私。能不能只想被呵护？

Michael Phelps has won his eight gold in the Beijing Olympics 2008. That guy's incredible!

Looking forward to the Women's Finals in Table Tennis tonight. GO SINGAPORE!!!=)

another week at school just passes by so fast. still struggling with my horribly blocked nose, and phlegmy cough. blea..

nothing much interesting in my life to blog about, apart from the fact that it's going to become quite unbearable soon, i guess.

oh well.

诸多埋怨，依然爱你。知道你会陪我走过未来人生的每一刻。

不喜欢星期天出门，更别说是当我病得奄奄一息时，还得千里迢迢搭巴士。满腹埋怨，责备自己一开始的自作聪明。早知今日，何必当初。原来我并没有学乖，依然是那个努力维持2人日夜颠倒生活的傻瓜。

其实累，因为觉得自己在牺牲。为了你，编排出时间见面，就算是少了与家人一起的时间，就算是我只想无所事事。为了你日夜颠倒的生活，我必须陪你一起晚归，感觉身不由己。因为你爱睡，我必须叫你起床，即便逻辑上，在外头见面比较合理。

当然，在一起也有开心时。只是当我沉沦于痛苦时，开心的时刻就被抛诸脑后。

the first week of lectures have highlighted a focus on projects this semester. i suppose it will be the same for the second semester.

don't like project work, cause you have to find good group members. and being VERY anti-social, it seems that most other people would already have their preferred groupings, whereas i'll be left to find other people to make up the numbers. project work can be easy to score, cause of the divided workload, but it also depends on the quality of the group members, and the difficulty of the project.

don't know whether to take on 3 core electives this semester, or postpone to next semester. don't know how will fyp be like. a lot of uncertainties, making me unsettled.

fell sick, feeling lethargic. hope things get better..

真的希望能把心想的付诸行动，告诉你，庆幸有你爱我。

went for checkup, facial, and baked some chocolate cookies today. feel like i've recharged. but it's only day 3 of the new semester. lol. and most probably, i'll never have any more free wednesdays.

BOO!

the first day of school after 9 months, i'm totally drained. if this is what the future days will be like, i'm so dead. fyp seems hard, pharmaceutics seem to require a lot of memory work. the other subject i don't know what's happening. 730pm evry night.

tired to the point of not wanting to argue, willing to pretend that things will be rosy in the morning after a night's sleep. lost my stand to express my thoughts long ago, and now, i just don't feel like talking. words cant do anything anymore. so i shall just let it be, and continue not knowing what i am doing.

-temporarily emo-

school is really starting tomorrow. still in a state of denial. totally unprepared.

worried about year 4. final year project, graduation, work. blea...

i know you need me, as much as i need you, or maybe even more. and i hope we learn to draw on each other for strength while maturing together.

the last week before school starts. trying to do lots of things, but not very successful. table still looked like the site of a bomb blast.

had californian pizza kitchen on tuesday night.

sicilian pizza and mushroom ravioli.


baked cookies on wednesday. we gorged ourselves silly with titbits during ktv...

finally all the 7 girls get their photo taken!

badminton, table tennis yesterday, and dinner with evan today. that girl's changed in quite a few ways. but it's all for the better. just hope that even as she becomes more mature and experienced in both job and life, part of the her i know will still remain. and somehow we didn't take any photos. -_-